Confession
Confession
"Have fun watching how amazing my girlfriend is! I love you. I hope you'll never forget that." He smiled broadly and waved at the screen before he disappeared from the screen.
She looked at the pictures all over the wall which had been captured from the video. Now, she was watching the real video.
She saw herself trying to pose for the photos. Leo said something that made her laugh.
With every lyrics of the song, a similar image appeared on the screen.
(:musical_note:Dance with me under the diamonds:musical_note: ) An image of the two of them dancing in the cottage appeared on the screen.
(See me like breath in the cold)
(Sleep with me here in the silence) The picture of the two of them lying down on the bed inside the cottage appeared on the screen.
(Come kiss me, silver and gold) A picture of them kissing during their dance popped up.
(:musical_note:You say that I won't lose you
But you can't predict the future
So, just hold on like you will never let go:musical_note:) A video of her laughing while pulling him into the cold water with Leo screaming surfaced on the screen. A chuckle escaped her lips when she remembered that day.
:musical_note:Yeah, if you ever move on without me
I need to make sure you know
That you are the only one I'll ever love
(I gotta tell ya, gotta tell ya)
Yeah, you, if it's not you, it's not anyone
(I gotta tell ya, gotta tell ya)
Looking back on my life, you're the only good I've ever done (ever done)
Yeah, you, if it's not you, it's not anyone (anyone)
Not anyone...:musical_note:
:musical_note:Forever's not enough time to (no)
Love you the way that I want (love you the way that I want)
'Cause every morning I find you (no)
I fear the day that I don't
You say that I won't…:musical_note:
Tears filled her eyes as she watched it for the next 30 minutes. This video came at the right time when she was beginning to doubt his feelings for her.
He was the only good thing in her life and she wasn't sure she could let him go because of this. He had always been there from the beginning. Treating her when she was sick, taking her to the hospital, feeding her, paying off her debts, buying her things, helping her find her father.
What was she thinking trying to doubt his feelings?
"You are the only one I'll ever love."
She picked up her phone and dialed his number. She didn't mind the international charges, she just wanted to hear his voice.
The call disconnected after a ring. She was about to dial it again when his call came.
Immediately, she answered the call.
"Babe? Sorry I hung up earlier, I wanted to call you instead since I knew the international charges were quite high—" When she heard his worried voice, she broke down in tears.
"Hey! What's wrong with you? Stop crying please."
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry..." She apologized as she broke into louder sobs.
"What are you sorry for?"
"I am sorry I thought about doubting you. I was only jealous after speaking with Cherry and I...."
"What?! You spoke with Cherry? Oh my God! Fuck! Babe, I'm so sorry I didn't tell you about it. Please calm down and listen to me. I really have nothing to do with her and—"
"I know. I know!" She assured him and sniffled loudly. "I just... I... trust you. I was just.. confused a little bit."
"If she told you anything, It's a lie. I don't even talk to her!"
"I didn't give her a chance to tell me anything. I ended the call."
"I am sorry. I just.. thought it would be better to keep it from you so you wouldn't overthink it whenever I am too busy and cannot call you. I didn't think things would turn out this way. I love you and I miss you. It's just you Mia. Please believe me. I don't want you to ever doubt me. I... will die."
"I believe you." She said, still trying to stop her tears but when she remembered something, she began to cry again.
"I am really sorry Leo. I... I got drunk and confused and almost k-iss-ed Louis." She confessed.
"WHAT THE HELL! He touched you?" He asked in a voice filled with rage.
"No. *sniffs* It was my fault. He stopped me and took me home."
She heard him sigh in relief. "I regret taking up this job Mia. I can't believe you are going through all this and I am here shooting some stupid movie. I'll make sure to ask for a longer break and spend enough time with you."
"Please do." She said eagerly. "I... miss you. A lot."
"I miss you more. And congrats on graduating as the top student. You deserved it for all your hardwork."
They talked some more and Mia told him about her plans to go for therapy which he eagerly agreed to.
"Louis knows really good people. I'm sure he can get you one.. I'll handle the payments so you just need to go there."
"I have some money with me." She lied. She really didn't want him to take care of all that. She could go look for part time jobs and use the money to pay a therapist. She wasn't sure she was ready for any full time job when she was still mentally down.
"Then use it for something really important. As my baby, I'll take care of you. And please... try not to get drunk anymore so you wouldn't make any mistakes. I'm more good looking than that ugly brother of mine. I'm really disappointed in your eyesight Mia Lucas." He joked.
"I'm sorry. I won't drink ever again."
"I hope so. Do not skip your meals and always take your meds. Okay?"
"Okay."